[asiangirl911]

There is a saying, "Love is a game" but this game doesn't apply to winning or losing. You will just play on and on, and won't find the ending to it. Maybe i have misunderstood about what you said I've been suffering 2 much in this relationship, and thats y i dont 1 2 lets it goes. I know he still loves me, just a matter of time, rite now he needs to do somethings on his own and ignores me all the times if u know that he's still love you, why would you worry? just let him do wateva that he wants to do, no matter what he does if he loves you then he would think of you first.
You said that you'd like to have a happy family ( i guess with him of course), but do you think it's gonna come true, you have too many doubt about him and your "jealousy" defeated you. The more you jealous and control over him, the more he will do and make you mad.
Does it worth it for you to concentrate on him and ignore on ur surrounding/family and friends?? I don't think so. You don't know wat's ur future gonna be, end up with him or not?? You and him meant to be together or not then time will prove it, don't holding on to something that does not belong to you, that will make you suffer more.