[ML'Amour]

As of today...
exactly two years
I've escaped to Net life
As the result
same old same old
same square one
well may be
got one footstep
crossed over
but still hanging
somewhere
up in the air...

Invested...
so much time
so much energy

Poured...
so much heart
so much soul
and endless tears...

Damaged...?
Yes...countless !

Health wise...?
Major !
from six to eight hours
of daily sleep
went down to
two hours or less...

An almost "goner" car accident
has happened
caused by
reading posts while driving...
Links...
Mind and Soul ! For life...

Ignored all Doctor
follow up appointments
of course...

Money wise...?
A lot !
So much more
than one could imagine
easily settled
one's lifetime of comfort !

Costly ...?
Perhaps !
Tossed out all the opportunities
Missed all the deadlines
Sell-out all the investment
Buy-in all the court dates
However...!
Whatsoever...!

The consequences...?
Will never be the same !
After all...
It was only
A One Life to live !

Established...
A dreamy
romantic
kinda...lusty
steamy...indeed
A love story...!

Understanding...
multiple Language Barriers

Incredibly improved...
in English
and most important
the Vietnamese
My native tongue !
from grammars to vocabularies...

Experienced the art of...
Calm and Patience
Eyes / Mind Opening
Yet...
Forgiveness !

The most valuable...
friendship relations
formed and bonded !
then slowly
vanishing away...?
Hopefully...
it will never be !

At last...
A yearning to die for ...
A fresh...
positive starting point
heading to
all different directions
or else...
it would be a total disappointment
A painful...waste of time !

My two-years...
of Net life !