Sunday Oct 7th 2012
Wow, vậy là hết 1 tuần! Time is flying, it's not waiting for any one. Last week was a slow and had many happen at work play and either my lifẹ.
Wednesday, we came in, Front day lại là front day, I don't get why they can control there team to organixe everything before shift change. They keep blame that they short handed, but hey, calculate back, we are the shortest team in 4 shift. But have you ever get unorganize when I passed down to you all?
Thiursday, another slow day, inventory too low can't get any lots for started or either shipping out. this remind me 4 yrs ago when election time is going ọn 
Friday, more even slow , I sit doing nothin beside set up vacation, approve time card, and ready for one-on-one with my employee.
Saturday, early in the morning, when I was ready for my passed down, outside phone call suprise for who call early in the morning. Pick up, Stve Sanghi, my Company CEO call and ask for Emergency meeting with both day and night shift . OMG, I have a feeling that not a good sign at all.  And my feeling is right. Tempe, where our headquarter locate had laid-off 29 people which are temp and some Permanent employees.  so, our plant is either get some of valunteer from Oregon to Tempe or they have to send us the work. sorry Steve, I told you before that I can't handle the hot, then don't count on me.  but we would like if Tempe send work to us. So after every one agree we will get work from Tempe, Thanks god . Tonight I come to work for half of the night only, will leaving early by 2:00am. Sorry guy.
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Back to my life.
Mom,you never listen to me, and you keep complain. What the heck? I have told you to push down everything. you not young, you need to have rest. Remember you told me that you can't leave my nieces you have to take care of them  . But look back, í my sister appreciate for that? you just give her more change to go hang out with her friend. she growth up already, and they are her kids she need to learn mom. you can not keep take care those kids for her forever right? and now you complain, what can I say beside just shook my head. sorry mom, I do love you, but I can't stop what you do right now. 
Same as my brother what happen it's already come. why you still mad at him? see, now he had wife and a boy. Have you ever imagine after that many years he lived with you what can he done? How long he stay for work? when did he get his driver license? now you need to look back mom, time for you to drop down. live your life, right you always said I'm your bad son ever. But now who is on your side when something happen to you? 
Brother, I'm not either stay at mom's side or your side. I just tell you what I have experience and I think it's right.  You are older than me, isn't that you should be the one who take care of this family? not me bro, I brought you all to here, which wasted my time of school and my health.  Have you ever notice that my health turn bad everytime you see me? but getget it, I don't mind for that. Thing I wanna talk about is, you already got marry and had a son. which meant you growth up, no long kid, then act like an adult person ok. now, mom only need a appologize from you and your wife, can you 2 just say it? I know mom will accept and forgive you too. I can't be a person in the middle and help you all any more. That all I can say bro.Think about it and do somthing, don't ever defense on me. 
Sister, how old are you now? 22 right? and had 2 kids? Sorry I don't know you so well. We only know each other for about 11yrs right? oh well forget about the time, thing I want to tell you is, as your age, I already have work experience for 6yrs. my age when I came to U.S was about your age. But, compare to you I had been loosing a lots of event. I didn't have a good childhood memory. I didn't have time to finished college. I have to start work when I was young? you lucky when you had everything that I don't but what else you want? when you turn 18, you ran away from home, I was thinking that will help you learn about the lifẹ. But no, you did not learn. Bring back Trista, I accept you back with out saying anything beside warning you about Trista's dad. you did not listen, and again you ran away w/ out Trista. Had you know mom was have a hard time with Trista. 1 year later you came back home with Angela. Do you remember what I told you? Mom is getting old. you need to help her and take care good of your daughters. I was so diapointed at you sis, you still not learn, still a kid. I wonder when you will act like an adult? Now I'm tired to talk anyway. Just live the way you are, but please the trouble outside of my house.
Jo-Ann and Paula, Daddy really missed you too . over there start getting cold you 2 please take care yourself and always listen to your Grandma and mommy, that will make me happy. I proud of you 2. I proud of my life when had both of you as my daughters. Daddy always love you .
C. 3 times, you gave me hope and then you took it away. 3 time you asked me buy ticket for you, and 3 times you asked me to cancel.  Next time you buy ticket by yourself, I don't want you give me hope and take it away again. you know i do love you but you keep doing that, I can trust you anymore. sorry for saying that.
My babe, thanks for cheer me up and care about me, but there are somthing I woulde like to keep it for my personal, then I cant tell you. I'm happy have you as a friend, who I can share joking and poke sometime. Everything could be happen any moment and I'm ready to face with it. Lolz, Don't worry i really strong, cant be down that easy.
I wish some one can do this for me lolz but gues what? not easy.
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