Love is just one big illusion

[CryOnMyShoulder]

I thought my bf realli love me and onli me ... but i just found out yesterday that he still love his gf >> the gf that i didnt know about ... except all the people in Vina know about it .... I try to broke up with him but its doesnt work ... The more i chat with him the more feelin and the more love i have for him. Sometimes i just wonder what am i gonna do without my boo .. He told me today that he will be over with her but am not so sure cuz the first time he said he did... but he didnt do it ... so now mention this is kinda of not sure of myself .... but if he cheated on me again ... he will know what eventually gonna happen to him, but i dont want to think about. >> what should i do now ... help me ... am realli stressfull rite now ... :( :(