Hỏi thế gian tình là chi? Mô phật

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Ngày 6-6 @ 2:19 am,

Thức dậy, không ngủ được, buồn phiền trong lòng quá smh. Đêm qua không có uống giọt rượu nào.

Gosh! I can't ignore this situation. And can't pretend like nothing is happening, but most importantly, I can't turn my head and walk away when people call and ask for help. Smh

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I wish I have someone to talk to at this minute, I guess diary, it's just you and I...

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Someone really knows how to play with my head and my heart. Very smart for using an innocent little baby as an excuse to get me to do things, smh ngã nón chào, bái phục!

That person must knows how my head works, and is able to read my thoughts and my mind like reading a card, tâm lý thật smh

I need help

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Ngày 6-6 @ 8:24 am,

Đi làm sớm như thường lệ. Lại một đêm ngủ không tròn giấc. Cũng may có ông này tìm ra coffee, nếu không chắc mỗi sáng sớm không thức dậy đi làm nổi lol

Searched google tìm ra cái này, chẳng biết thật hư:

"Dating back to the 15th century in the far east are legends that say coffee was first discovered by a goat herder in the Yemen. He noticed that after eating the red fruit of the coffee bush his goats stayed awake all night..."

Ah! Đi đến phòng thí nghiệm, thấy cái khung kính bị dán tấm giấy màu xanh, ai làm vậy nhỉ, tại sao lại làm vậy? Không lẽ đêm qua có ai làm gì mờ ám trong phòng lab hay sao smh , nghi lol



Đêm qua nhận được phone gọi "tomorrow night, can you please watch my son for me?"

"Ok, but why, what's wrong? And for how long? I can't watch him over night, just incase he needs to be breast fed. He is barely 2 months, he needs his mommy at night. You know that, right?"

"yep!"

Yep! That's all you're going to say to me? I need to know what time you are coming back to pick him up, and where are you going? Why all of the sudden everything is a secret???

"hmm! I'm going out tomorrow night."
"That's fine. Actually that's good for you. If you feel you need to take a break then let me know, whenever you feel stress out, I'll watch the baby for you, just go and have some fun."

"Thanks"
"You are welcome! I'm glad I can help, but can you let me know where you are going just in case something happen and your phone is not on so I can know where to go and find you?"
"Just downtown, hanging out and stuff..."

Thinking to myself, hanging out downtown? There is nothing in downtown except bars and clubs. So I asked:

"who are you going with?"
"a friend"
"who?"
"..."
"Why aren't you telling me who you are hanging out with? What's going on?
"..."
"if you don't tell me the truth, I can't help you tomorrow night."
"well then he is going to be at home by himself then, because I'm going out no matter what."

wth, I'm so confused right now. What is she doing? Something is shady here. Why can't you let me know this special friend that you have? I'm not going to watch your baby so you can go out hanging with guys. That's ridiculous. And no! I'm not jealous! I just need to know what the h*** is going on. You are not going to do what I think you are doing. I'm not letting this happen.

ahh, so frustrated!

I am having a migraine attack atm smh

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Ngày 6-6 @ 12:01 pm,

Lunch break. Sitting here with this labtop instead of going out with a few colleagues. Bối rối trong lòng quá, không biết chiều nay có nên dẫn Anna đi đến đó xem thử bé cousin của Anna ra sao? Có ở nhà một mình hay không? Phải xứ trí thế nào cho đúng đây? What's the right thing to do in this situation? smh

[TT_LưuLyTím_TT]

No mom will let her baby stay at home alone. Believe me, dear.
Only if that person has no heart.

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Nguyên văn bởi TT_LưuLyTím_TT

No mom will let her baby stay at home alone. Believe me, dear.
Only if that person has no heart.

I know but I'm afraid she doesn't think straight, especially right now, after what just happened. And I don't want to take any risk Lỳ. I love my nephew too much. He is innocent and so helpless, he is so tiny.

I'm off work in four minutes. I am thinking of heading over there and check things out before I pick up Anna at day care.

thanks Lỳ

[TT_LưuLyTím_TT]

Hôm qua thấy mà quên nói, đừng cho bé Anna mang earring vòng to, phải bắt đầu từ cái nhỏ xí có cái chốt lại, bé không có giựt ra được hoặc nắm kéo khi bị ngứa. Cái này quan trọng lắm áh David, nếu không dễ bị infection. Bé Anna nhìn đẹp với đôi bông tai vòng to, nhưng để mai mốt lớn chút, cỡ KhaThy giờ này Lỳ cũng chưa cho đeo vòng to, vì lúc chơi hay vướng, và có khi con nít khác vô tình giựt phải , hơn nữa ở daycare hay trường học họ không cho em bé mang earrings nào too wide or too long là vậy. Nếu to thì tối phải tháo ra tháo vô , có khi quên tháo bé khó ngủ, đau và có khi bị infected. Start with the small one for lil angel Annabella nha David.

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Ngày 6-6 @ 10:06 pm,

It is ten o'clock, sitting at home waiting. Anna is asleep and so is Evan. They both look so peaceful.

After work today, I drove over to see what the deal was all about. She was at home with her so call bff and my nephew. Both were dressed and ready to go, enjoying their girls night out. I came in the door and the first thing I asked was "what would you do if I didn't come over? Would you just drop him off at my door steps and leave, just like that?"

No answer.

Looked at her from head to toe and gave her a hint "it's going to drop to the low 60s by this evening, you know that right? Don't you think what you're wearing is a little, hmm, too short?"

"It's June"
"Hey! I'm just saying. Why don't you bring a coat or something just in case."
Shrugged shoulders. I was thinking "Is she giving me the silent treatment, seriously???"

She obviously didn't get the message that she was dressing a little, uh, what shall I say, how do I want to put it? Just, simply, no women would dress like that unless they want to pick up men or wanted to be pick up by men. smh. So I took off the coat that I was wearing for work, because my office is always freezing like Antarctica, and tossed it at her. She was like "oh you do care." Of course I do!

Mean while, her gf was sitting on the couch holding the baby and looked at me with this weird smile on her face smh. I can tell her gf knows what's going on. Wrong! There is nothing going on, get the facts straight!

Anyway, I'm so mentally exhausted. I'm just glad she is hanging out with her gf tonight instead of some dudes, and oh I hope her gf is smart enough to wake her up. That's if her gf is a true friend. Please talk it out with your bff.

As soon as they left, I had to pick up Anna so I went to install another car seat as quickly as I can. Drove Evan to day care, got Anna, and brought both of them home. Anna was so happy she kept petting Evan's head saying "baby Evan."

He is such a trooper, though he does have a pair of good lungs, screamed his little head off when I tried to change his diapers lol



At least now I know that special friend she refused to say the name is her bff/maid of honor. And I hope that's who she spends the whole night with.

Around dinner time, I received a text message saying "hey, I'm going to be home a little later than the time I told you."

Fine! If you want a night out with your girlfriend to release all of the stress because you have been taking care of a baby, all of those restless nights, then that's fine with me. Hey! I have a kid, I understand how stressful it is for a new mom when she is all by herself. So go out and have some fun. But remember what you told me, come back at 9:30 pm.

Well, holy sh**! It is passed ten. Hình bóng đâu mất, một cú gọi phone cũng không. No reply to text messages neither. I'm about to go downtown and freaking tear Ceoltas bar apart if that's what it takes to find her.

And now it is 10:45 pm, almost 11 o'clock. Still not back yet! Should I call Hùng to go to Ceoltas and look for her or call him to come over here to watch the babies and I go downtown looking for her instead?

sigh

And I have inspection at work tomorrow. I need rest smh.

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It is passed mid night,

Somebody is finally back from who knows where. She came in the door drunk!!! Drunk as drunk can be. And she is not a drinker. Usually that's what I do. Infact, I have never seen her like this, smh.

Her gf brought her back, thank the lord the gf is still sober, I hope, because that person is driving home right now.

Before the gf left, I asked the gf "how much did H drink?"

"a couple shots"
"just a couple? Are you sure?"
"hmm... maybe six or seven"

Six or seven shots? I hope you are kidding. That means for someone her size then her blood level alcohol is currently almost at 0.2, toxicity alert!!! That's a lot of alcohol for someone who doesn't drink as often as she does smh.

Now I'm sitting in my living room with my labtop while the two babies are sleeping in Anna's room. And what's more, a woman, who is not Allison, is drunk and sleeping on my bed.

Something is seriously wrong with this picture!!!!!!!

What have I done to deserve this? Don't answer that question. Allow me! Is it because of all of the things I did back in the past? If so, how long do I have to pay for my mistakes? Am I being punished forever? smh

Looks like it is going to be another sleepless night sigh.

Ngồi đây, trong hoàn cảnh này, những hồi ức hư hỏng của bản thân vào mấy năm trước lại hiện về

smh