Love is just one big illusion

[CryOnMyShoulder]

I thought my bf realli love me and onli me ... but i just found out yesterday that he still love his gf >> the gf that i didnt know about ... except all the people in Vina know about it .... I try to broke up with him but its doesnt work ... The more i chat with him the more feelin and the more love i have for him. Sometimes i just wonder what am i gonna do without my boo .. He told me today that he will be over with her but am not so sure cuz the first time he said he did... but he didnt do it ... so now mention this is kinda of not sure of myself .... but if he cheated on me again ... he will know what eventually gonna happen to him, but i dont want to think about. >> what should i do now ... help me ... am realli stressfull rite now ... :( :(

[TinhToilet]

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I thought my bf realli love me and onli me ... but i just found out yesterday that he still love his gf >> the gf that i didnt know about ... except all the people in Vina know about it .... I try to broke up with him but its doesnt work ... The more i chat with him the more feelin and the more love i have for him. Sometimes i just wonder what am i gonna do without my boo .. He told me today that he will be over with her but am not so sure cuz the first time he said he did... but he didnt do it ... so now mention this is kinda of not sure of myself .... but if he cheated on me again ... he will know what eventually gonna happen to him, but i dont want to think about. >> what should i do now ... help me ... am realli stressfull rite now ... :( :(
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Before i get into this. This is all up to your decision.

I know how you feel, I been there done that. If he really love you as a real girlfriend he shouldnt even think of anyone else. Okey, the fact is that he still think of is exgf. I dont know if it just the feeling that he has for her since its his ex. Put it this way. If he was dump by his ex of course he has feeling for her. For Example, Me. I was being dump by my ex, even though i have a gf now, but i still think of my exgf. Its like a memory that will never be erase. To be honest, i still love my ex because of all the time we been through and all that time we share. But live has to go on. The feeling he has for his ex is a momento or a memory of the past. You have to experience the past to make the future right. What i sense is just a memory of that past.

I know your stress out rite now. All the thoughts running in your head. Why me, why this is happening to me. Why do i still love him even though he cheated on me. NO love go in a straight line. It has to narrow somewhere. There is no such perfect love in this world. So dont be to stress out.

Is he your first love? Its really hard to forget your first. Second, third etc you easily for get.

Hope that helps, remember what you do is your decision. ím just here helping you thru this bad times but non of this is an advice.